A NEW DAY....BRINGS FORTH A NEW YEAR
OK SO....I had an amazing day today and the day however fabulos, isn't even over YET!!! and i am so happy that it isn't over yet. I came home from my parents house, went to my house with muh roomate, he got me a christmas present, let me tell you I asked for a pair of blue hand cuffs like 4 months ago...i think, but anyways i got them and a shirt. THAT WAS SO NICE!!!
And i woke up this morning and LET ME TELL YOU he had beakfast all ready for me it was so nice, went to boise, and went to bsu...went on my favorite vice, besides www.launch.com
anyways, I didn't mention yesterday that I talked to a guy whome I had talked to for like two seconds, he told me he had to go, well normally when that happens we never talk again.
well I was on today and HE MESAGES ME, OMG, anyway i was sick of being at bsu, and he was tierd of being wherever he was, I think he was at home. so I told him to meet me at the Flying M.
I have never met a NICER person, that is this close to my age, and makes me laugh, I am so glad to have a friend like him. I hope we remain friends for a very long time.
I hope he thinks the same of me.
well, there is more in between these lines that I write to you, well to myself, sense no one really reads the bullshit i write down anyway. Really what I write down is so i can Remember, because I find that my memory, with age is getting worse and worse, it takes an impression a GOOD one for me to remember, and if there is a bad one or a really good one I like to write about it, so i don't forget. I don't know, ,I felt something today that I have not felt for a long time if at all.
those who might and i mean MIGHT be reading this, you know what I mean when I say I don't know peace to well if at all. I felt at peace, It was a Great peace. I met him at the M, we talked there for a while, got in the truck, and drove to a parking garage, got out and walked aimlessly around for 30 min, turned around and walked back, did this three or four times cause it was hour free parking at the garages today. NO KISSING at all nothing like that. Finally, when it came close to call it in for the day, we where sitting at the Pipper pub, we where talking and, I looked at him for just a moment, and he leand over and Kissed me, it was like a million butterflies landed on my lips. just one kiss, one moment, but it felt like a thousand years for me.
I felt his heart, it was good. he is pure, I found something Pure. It took my breath away it did I will never forget it. NEVER.
and he took me back to Bsu and I kissed him goodbye, and that word has never hurt, never as much as it has today I kissed him good bye and I just didn't want to let go. I know in my heart that I will see him again but untill then I will read this entry over and over to remember him and what he did to me and how he made me feel.
I love you all here is some reading on me for those of you reading this, its not all true but its a generalized idea. take care
then OH OH OH before that we where walking down the street, ,and he locked arms with me, It felt like, for some odd reason like I didn't care and I normally DO I DO. but with him he took that all away. I didn't care
Name: Robbie July 4 1986 6:52 PM Time Zone is MDT Boise, ID
Rising Sign is in 08 Degrees Sagittarius You are known for being open, frank, outgoing and honest. At times, though, you are also blunt and quite indiscreet. Others have to learn not to take everything you say personally, because you usually do not mean any harm. You appreciate living your life in a straightforward and simple manner -- you dislike social niceties and consider them to be hindrances to real communication. You have lots and lots of energy and tend to become quite restless if you feel confined. You demand the freedom to do as you choose -- you must be self- directed or you feel trapped and anxious. With your abundant energy, you enjoy being outdoors, and you should be attracted to physical exercise or to those forms of sport which can help you burn off some of that excess energy. Very gregarious, you love to socialize -- your innate enthusiasm livens up any gathering.
Sun is in 12 Degrees Cancer. Very emotional and sensitive, you have an intuitive understanding of the "vibes" around you. You tend to be quite generous, giving, loving and caring, but only when your own needs for emotional support, love and security have been met. If they are not met, you tend to withdraw into yourself and become very insecure and selfish. Your home and family (especially your mother or the person who played that role for you early on) represent security for you and thus assume a larger-than-life importance. Very sentimental, you have vivid and long- enduring memories of the past. No matter how well adjusted you are, you will always need a secret quiet place of your own in order to feel at peace. Feeding others can give you great pleasure you would enjoy being part of a large family.
Moon is in 18 Degrees Gemini. Restless in the extreme, you are easily bored because of your short attention span. Your emotions change rapidly and you love to talk about your feelings. Generally, you have good judgment -- your intellect controls your emotions and you do not overreact emotionally to things. A good jack-of-all-trades, you have many- sided interests and enjoy reasoning things through. With your mental agility and need for physical mobility, you are attracted to traveling and learning about other peoples and cultures. You have vivid powers of emotional self-expression - - you can be a nonstop talker. You love to share your ideas with anyone who will listen.
Mercury is in 05 Degrees Leo. You are usually quite convinced that your own ideas are correct and you enjoy persuading others that they are. At times, you are very stubborn and proud of your beliefs and principles, and you get very defensive when they are challenged. You appreciate truth and honesty -- you practice it yourself and expect it in others. You have good talent for organizing, directing and planning. You delight in being asked for your advice and counsel.
Venus is in 22 Degrees Leo. You have a striking, regal appearance and demeanor that attracts others to you. Your friendship is highly sought and you tend to take friendships quite seriously -- you remain loyal and true to those to whom you are attached. For you, love is mixed with pride and respect. Relationships are over when you lose respect for your partner. Be careful of a tendency to relate only to those who make you look good -- the powerful, important and influential. This can lead to arrogance and selfishness, and neither of these qualities becomes you.
Mars is in 19 Degrees Capricorn. Extremely ambitious, you are willing to work very hard to reach the goals you have set for yourself. Very practical, cautious and conservative, you demand tangible results for your efforts. You need to excel in whatever you do, and you have the required sense of responsibility, dedication and self-discipline to bring it about. Beware of your tendency to judge others only by their degree of status and prestige, or by how well they will be able to advance you in your climb to the top.
Jupiter is in 22 Degrees Pisces. You are at your best when you give of yourself and what you have -- try to avoid being a martyr about it, though. You're a true idealist, but you must learn not to be upset when life does not cooperate with the way you think things should be. Very concerned with spiritual truth and growth, when you practice what you preach, you make an excellent role model for others. You are so devoted to altruistic ventures and concerns that you tire easily at times. It then becomes necessary for you to go off by yourself to recharge your batteries.
Saturn is in 03 Degrees Sagittarius. Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.
Uranus is in 19 Degrees Sagittarius. You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 04 Degrees Capricorn. You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.
Pluto is in 04 Degrees Scorpio. For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.
N. Node is in 27 Degrees Aries. You're at your most comfortable when involved in group activities outside of your immediate family circle. You delight in getting involved with others in neighborhood civic or political activities, especially if you can be a part of the leadership of the group. Your zeal and overabundant energy bring out your real creativity when you can work toward tangible results -- things that will immediately benefit those around you. You have a real gift for getting the most out of charity drives and community benefits. Take time out between projects though, because you tire out easily and your effectiveness becomes greatly diminished when your energy is depleted. Also, don't even think of trying to get involved at a peripheral level -- you need a total commitment to feel personally fulfilled. Let others bake the cookies and set up the chairs -- you should be the one to tell everyone what to do and when to do it!
And i woke up this morning and LET ME TELL YOU he had beakfast all ready for me it was so nice, went to boise, and went to bsu...went on my favorite vice, besides www.launch.com
anyways, I didn't mention yesterday that I talked to a guy whome I had talked to for like two seconds, he told me he had to go, well normally when that happens we never talk again.
well I was on today and HE MESAGES ME, OMG, anyway i was sick of being at bsu, and he was tierd of being wherever he was, I think he was at home. so I told him to meet me at the Flying M.
I have never met a NICER person, that is this close to my age, and makes me laugh, I am so glad to have a friend like him. I hope we remain friends for a very long time.
I hope he thinks the same of me.
well, there is more in between these lines that I write to you, well to myself, sense no one really reads the bullshit i write down anyway. Really what I write down is so i can Remember, because I find that my memory, with age is getting worse and worse, it takes an impression a GOOD one for me to remember, and if there is a bad one or a really good one I like to write about it, so i don't forget. I don't know, ,I felt something today that I have not felt for a long time if at all.
those who might and i mean MIGHT be reading this, you know what I mean when I say I don't know peace to well if at all. I felt at peace, It was a Great peace. I met him at the M, we talked there for a while, got in the truck, and drove to a parking garage, got out and walked aimlessly around for 30 min, turned around and walked back, did this three or four times cause it was hour free parking at the garages today. NO KISSING at all nothing like that. Finally, when it came close to call it in for the day, we where sitting at the Pipper pub, we where talking and, I looked at him for just a moment, and he leand over and Kissed me, it was like a million butterflies landed on my lips. just one kiss, one moment, but it felt like a thousand years for me.
I felt his heart, it was good. he is pure, I found something Pure. It took my breath away it did I will never forget it. NEVER.
and he took me back to Bsu and I kissed him goodbye, and that word has never hurt, never as much as it has today I kissed him good bye and I just didn't want to let go. I know in my heart that I will see him again but untill then I will read this entry over and over to remember him and what he did to me and how he made me feel.
I love you all here is some reading on me for those of you reading this, its not all true but its a generalized idea. take care
then OH OH OH before that we where walking down the street, ,and he locked arms with me, It felt like, for some odd reason like I didn't care and I normally DO I DO. but with him he took that all away. I didn't care
Name: Robbie July 4 1986 6:52 PM Time Zone is MDT Boise, ID
Rising Sign is in 08 Degrees Sagittarius You are known for being open, frank, outgoing and honest. At times, though, you are also blunt and quite indiscreet. Others have to learn not to take everything you say personally, because you usually do not mean any harm. You appreciate living your life in a straightforward and simple manner -- you dislike social niceties and consider them to be hindrances to real communication. You have lots and lots of energy and tend to become quite restless if you feel confined. You demand the freedom to do as you choose -- you must be self- directed or you feel trapped and anxious. With your abundant energy, you enjoy being outdoors, and you should be attracted to physical exercise or to those forms of sport which can help you burn off some of that excess energy. Very gregarious, you love to socialize -- your innate enthusiasm livens up any gathering.
Sun is in 12 Degrees Cancer. Very emotional and sensitive, you have an intuitive understanding of the "vibes" around you. You tend to be quite generous, giving, loving and caring, but only when your own needs for emotional support, love and security have been met. If they are not met, you tend to withdraw into yourself and become very insecure and selfish. Your home and family (especially your mother or the person who played that role for you early on) represent security for you and thus assume a larger-than-life importance. Very sentimental, you have vivid and long- enduring memories of the past. No matter how well adjusted you are, you will always need a secret quiet place of your own in order to feel at peace. Feeding others can give you great pleasure you would enjoy being part of a large family.
Moon is in 18 Degrees Gemini. Restless in the extreme, you are easily bored because of your short attention span. Your emotions change rapidly and you love to talk about your feelings. Generally, you have good judgment -- your intellect controls your emotions and you do not overreact emotionally to things. A good jack-of-all-trades, you have many- sided interests and enjoy reasoning things through. With your mental agility and need for physical mobility, you are attracted to traveling and learning about other peoples and cultures. You have vivid powers of emotional self-expression - - you can be a nonstop talker. You love to share your ideas with anyone who will listen.
Mercury is in 05 Degrees Leo. You are usually quite convinced that your own ideas are correct and you enjoy persuading others that they are. At times, you are very stubborn and proud of your beliefs and principles, and you get very defensive when they are challenged. You appreciate truth and honesty -- you practice it yourself and expect it in others. You have good talent for organizing, directing and planning. You delight in being asked for your advice and counsel.
Venus is in 22 Degrees Leo. You have a striking, regal appearance and demeanor that attracts others to you. Your friendship is highly sought and you tend to take friendships quite seriously -- you remain loyal and true to those to whom you are attached. For you, love is mixed with pride and respect. Relationships are over when you lose respect for your partner. Be careful of a tendency to relate only to those who make you look good -- the powerful, important and influential. This can lead to arrogance and selfishness, and neither of these qualities becomes you.
Mars is in 19 Degrees Capricorn. Extremely ambitious, you are willing to work very hard to reach the goals you have set for yourself. Very practical, cautious and conservative, you demand tangible results for your efforts. You need to excel in whatever you do, and you have the required sense of responsibility, dedication and self-discipline to bring it about. Beware of your tendency to judge others only by their degree of status and prestige, or by how well they will be able to advance you in your climb to the top.
Jupiter is in 22 Degrees Pisces. You are at your best when you give of yourself and what you have -- try to avoid being a martyr about it, though. You're a true idealist, but you must learn not to be upset when life does not cooperate with the way you think things should be. Very concerned with spiritual truth and growth, when you practice what you preach, you make an excellent role model for others. You are so devoted to altruistic ventures and concerns that you tire easily at times. It then becomes necessary for you to go off by yourself to recharge your batteries.
Saturn is in 03 Degrees Sagittarius. Basically quite conservative, you respect traditional authority figures and are very thankful and supportive of the laws and institutions which govern your life. You learn and accept new ideas only after having very thoroughly examined them. Ideals and abstract concepts are important to you only if they can be used in some practical fashion. You are so practical and so orderly that you have natural skills in planning, administrating and organizing.
Uranus is in 19 Degrees Sagittarius. You, and most of your peers, have the tendency to think that all ideas, customs and traditions from the past are outmoded and irrelevant. You are attracted to radically new ideas, philosophies and religions that will, hopefully, cause sweeping changes throughout the world.
Neptune is in 04 Degrees Capricorn. You, and your entire generation, will idealize work, practicality and the ability to attain reasonable goals. But, because you will also stress the need to be selfless and giving, you may find it difficult to attain your goals unless you have lowered your expectations on all fronts.
Pluto is in 04 Degrees Scorpio. For your entire generation, this is a period of intense research and discovery in areas that were heretofore considered mysterious, remote or taboo. The root causes for many complex occurrences will be unearthed due to the intensity and thoroughness of the search.
N. Node is in 27 Degrees Aries. You're at your most comfortable when involved in group activities outside of your immediate family circle. You delight in getting involved with others in neighborhood civic or political activities, especially if you can be a part of the leadership of the group. Your zeal and overabundant energy bring out your real creativity when you can work toward tangible results -- things that will immediately benefit those around you. You have a real gift for getting the most out of charity drives and community benefits. Take time out between projects though, because you tire out easily and your effectiveness becomes greatly diminished when your energy is depleted. Also, don't even think of trying to get involved at a peripheral level -- you need a total commitment to feel personally fulfilled. Let others bake the cookies and set up the chairs -- you should be the one to tell everyone what to do and when to do it!
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