I've been down a lonely street tonight and I don't know what's wrong with me I don't know what's wrong with me, The clouds cover up the Dublin sky I don't know what's left of me I don't know what's right with me And I've tried to keep my distance And I've sung Amazing Grace I've tarnished all our memories But there'll always be a trace of you Of youI remember laughing on that river's edge Trying to get you to jump with me Trying to get you to fall for me And your trembling heart it beat so fast Holdings hands you promised me Holding hands we counted to three And I felt your slipping fingers And I saw you change your mind If I hadn't dragged you in with me You would have let me dive without you Without you They sent you all the way from Hollywood And maybe that Dublin sky was changing you It put diamonds in your eyes I always thought we were going to make it through But I wanted to hear it first from you How many days am I going to regret you? How many nights till I forget you? Have I been wasting all those years? Held down by these tears? How many dreams have I left deserted? How many hopes have been diverted? Have I been buried in the dirt? Held down by this hurt? How many loads did I let you hijack? How many ways can I stand here in playback? How did I end up lying here Crying underneath the Dublin sky? How many days am I going to regret you? How many nights till I forget you? Have I been wasting all these years? Drowning in my tears? How many nights am I going to regret you? How many days till I forget you? Have I been wasting all these years? Drowning in my tears?
I don't know what I am going to Do, All I know is that song Has moved me, And I have felt like that more then once, I even felt like this once when I was in bed with a man. And I don't know why, This song If you heard It, It would move you too, I strongly urdge you to listen to it, if you know me and are in the visinity of me, ask to listen to it. it is so awsome, anyway let me see what is going on in my life.
Last night~My Freind Jeramy, threw a GAY SLUMBER PARTY lol, and there where 3 hosts, lol, I was I think the most sluty of them all, well I wasn't to sluty as those of you who are reading this know I was with one guy the entirty of the evening. And I didn't flirt with anyone else.
he was so Nice I can't get over it, it was an awsome night
anyway I am going to Portland In about a week, its not set in stone yet however I am stil;l waiting to get paid for the job. So we shall see, I am also sort of seeing a guy, which lol happens to be the one I was shmoozing on last night GO FIGURE lol. no one else did anything.
anyway i am outie peace out