MidAutums nights Dream

OK So these are a few pics that where taken over the last few days courtosy of Mike, Anyways the last one..me in the Red was taken today and the Costume pics where taken yesterday cause I was going to a party, I was almost sad when I had to take the costume back today =-(
anyways, so yeah nothing really exciting has been going on just been working at a costume shop, dealing with bratty kids and whats worse there parents, now don't get me wrong I do love kids But its the parents that make it all bad.
so uh yeah tell me what yall think of my costume

Pictures

what I don't Understand is How on earth do people Make pictures like this on there computer I don't get it!!

Anyway last night was my first night of stand up on an actuall stage my freind justin went with me to be of moral support and I think he had fun at least I hope he did, My freind Jason should be in, in the morning!!
anyway I am having a problem and maybe someone can help me out with it.

How do you tell someone that you Really like them, I mean in all honesty if you where to walk up to the person and just say I really like you ..They might raise there eye brow at you, But if you are like me you loose all motar function in your mouth when you go to explain yourself and I don't think of it as explanation i think of it as clearing the air for more productive things. but I don't know Life is so complicated and people tell me that its only as complicated as I let it be. and if that where the case then I wouldn't be here scratching my head, i would have all the answers i would need and that would be that BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
anyway, on an even better note my sister got a car yesterday, and I think if i had the chance I would prolly key it, cause she as much as a i love her, is the golden child, not that i would really key her car its just that its always been that she gets what she wants my parents see her and they have a hard time seeing me, God being the oldest was fun but it also sucks at times.
anyway that is about all i have to write for now love ya all SMOOCH

A stab at a song

lol all my life I have loved music, I have also loved a few other things like bois, shopping freinds ect ect.. but tonight I am going to try and make a song that is maybe going to come out shitty but i am going to give it a whirl.

Im quick to run, slow to love

I live in shadow, I live at night

Can't stand the cold, can't take the heat

I want to meet on a middle ground

Trying to find my way but the rain is falling all around

save me if you can,

the wind blows and it calls your name

I see you in the street light

but its just an illusion

I take a look at the sky my eyes start to cry

your gone for good

I want to meet on a middle ground

I was foolish not to see how much you cared

I miss the laughter

I miss the smiles

I miss the Middle ground

shadow is here

the pain is here, I feel to stay

Inside my heart theres a scar,

Ive done wrong, I can't belive, This wasn't me

Please wake me up, now from this dream

It doesn't amtter anyway Im never going to see the middle ground

again

In my mind im with you once again, I smile and see that you are hear

I feel the sunshine all around me with its glory and might.

The rain is gone and the pain is just history

i was wrong

i can have the middle ground

A family Affair

Well First off let me introduce you to the Parents Of my Gay Family, Mike would be on the right and the guy on the left would be Mom aka Steve lol Both are great people and Slowly they are comming to find out what haveing kids is all about, If it wasn't for me im shure they would still have some color in there hair lol. Then the charecter in the black besides myself would be one of my closest and probably the Best Friend I have ever had in my life yes I know I have alot of freinds but when I say best freind, I have been his roomate for a year now, we have gone thru ups and downs that only close freinds with no walls or barriers can go thru and we are still here (Now if I can find a realationship that works in a similair fasion id be set)

Then we have Uncle Brent(Spread Eagle) he and this lovely Queen has this picture taken in Chicago IL, Brent Is a good friend and A whole hell of alot of fun, Good time is had by all when he is in the group.

Then We have Justin the One in the Red shirt if you can't keep up with the pics.......

He is one guy that you would want to meet even for a second, just so you can say that you have seen his smile and had the chance to catch a glimpse of a radient personaliity that is only rivald by the next person I am going to introduce, but thats a lil bit later, Justin is someone that has brought truth into my life, and I like it alot

Then We have Jason..... SMILE PRETTY FOR THE CAMERA!!!
well this gental Giant is one that I wouldn't trade for a million dollars and belive me i could use the money, but a great freind and one of the best people I could ever know I am so glad that he is in my life, funny and definatlly fun to be around lets hope that the next picture that is taken of him he will have his eyes open lol cause beautiful eyes like his DAMMM beautiful soul as well

Then Last but Not least is me, I was told that I needed to post this pic cause its cute, lol but all the people that I have talked about teach me things that are invaluable to life I need to find a good picture of ben cause He is deffinitly a force in my life that I need and want around, he is funny and quirky and deffenitly fun and knows how to make the fun spread to others, also a great freind SMOOCH to all of you, I wish I could post pics of all the people I know and love but for some odd reason the pics that I have posted are the people that actually stick around and don't dissapear, they are the constants in my life and outside of my mom and dad the REAL ones, They guide me every step along this path of life that i tread along. I love you all stay safe be good or at least be good at what you do!!

Chaio Bello