Sway me

when the rumba rythem starts to play dance with me make me sway like the lazy ocean hugs the shore sway me more
I love that song, and lol....its a dedication, in fact this Blog is a dedication to a certian someone whome i found while scrapping the bottom of the barrel. i am not going to say i found him in the last place i looked cause then you as a reader could think NO SHIT!!!
but yeah, his name is pj. but yeah lol i call him TJ to be onry.
i don't think he catches me calliong him that but i do..lol
I am so excited to be with him, lol..., i just have a feeling about this one for some odd reason..call me crazy laddies and germs.
anyway i need to blast outa this for now ill be back later ok

was up boi's`

well i am sitting here doing absolutly nothing at bsu YET AGAIN
but oh well, anyway something fun happend last night i was invited to go to a youth dance, well sorta kinda youth more like a gay high school dance at BSU. And normally i don't have a date...go figure oh well i shall go and have a blast on my own, or maybe ill show some abition and go and find a date lol. I am sitting here craving a smoke reall bad but i am trying so hard to quit and get back to being able to swimmm like for ever instead of stopping in the middle of a normal mile swimm and require a medihaler. so it is sad, anyhow i am sitting here on msn, talking to a nice guy, the same nice guy i referd to in one of my other bloggs, anyway i am having a blast so i am going to go back to talking to him......chaio bello

BEFORE THE PARADE PASSES BY

so yeah i was wathcing THE NANNY , this morning and i realized I am such a bad queer i have not made one true barbra referancein this entire blog. soo look at the title.
Anyway....I am sitting here, wondering why there are people out of state who love me to peices, and then when it comes to boise NADA
i mean there is portland and slc, but my home bois dispise me, oh well a phophet is not respected in his own town lol to quote the bible.
My freind ABBY moved to boise i herd while i was in portland last which was about 2 weeks ago, and i can't find her sorry hide anyplace. someone in pdx made a rude comment. I felt like smakkin him but just not worth the effort i tell you some people just BLAH.
Anywayz...let me see what else is gong on on yeah the health and welfare thing went well, i have health in surance and food now, and let me see ihave to do a form of community service!!
lol..yeah just cause the job market is so lousy down here, i have to go to class to learn how to get a job.....I havea resume i know how to write i know how to talk to a manager what is the FUCKIN problem???
OH OH OH I went to the M last night..for those of you who don't know what an M is, think of a hair salon gone coffy shop as far as the people there. imagine backstabbing and gossiping all in one place and you could be two feet away and people would still talk about you.
i went cause i wanted java and a place to write. but its all good in the hood, so to speak., i got invited to a dance and i found out how to get a legal fake ID and let me see what else oh yeah I AM SINGLE, i am reminded of that everytime i go there. anyway i am outie chaio bello

OH I LOVE A PARADE!!

SO yeah, I went down to the health and welfare office today...lol
to take care of some of my many issues, yeah i may be a model, but just cause i have the job title and discription doesn't mean that the paycheck is rollin in steady. BUT
those of you who know me..what did I spend the time while waiting in LINE doing
well i was sitting in a corner more like it but still.... holy shit!!! IDAHO O IDAHO< and here i thought arkansass had imbreeding problems, along with teenage pregnancy, I WAS WRONG!!
but never the less it was fun, cause haha, i now know why margret cho in one of her shkit said her bf at the time made a sigh, not a lovers sigh but a post office/ DMv sigh she SHOULD HAVE SAID ANY GOVERNMENT OFFICE!!
Any Way GLITTER, CHRIS..BOISE CHRIS WHERE ARE YOU MY DEARS MY PHONE IS STILL DEAD SO BEAR WITH ME..
anyways..let me see i am going to try and get to SLC so i can talk to my booking agent. loads of fun lol......So yeah, I have been doing some thinking and i don't know what i want to do about college i know i want to be a laywer but i don't know what school offers what and i don't know who to look does anyone that is reading this have any idea's no bsu is not an option. anyway i am going to scedaddle so CHAIO BELLO

STACY CAN"T YOU SEE YOUR NOT THE GIRL FOR ME

STACY GURL I DON"T LIKE GIRLS
anyways, sorry bois and gurls, I have been sick and in bed with walking phemonia, I still have it unfourtunatly but its under controll. as far as being able to breath without help from a vaporizor or anything else......BLAH
but yeah i wish that I could get my phone turnd back on i hate not having a phone but when you are busy and in between jobs and looking for another it is kinda hard to pay your bills so things get taken away from you AHHHHHH I HAVE BEEN HANGIN AROUND MY PARENTS
well I am sitting here in BOIse and my gawd there is no hope for this place, well maybe there is, i was on a fav site of mine...... and this guy hits me up for some conversation, and OH MY GOD he is from boise, and he was polite, imagine that.
anyway i am sitting here and i haver spotted a gurl i used to work with in mtn.home we where life gaurds together and i have missed her, i think that is the only real girl i would EVER consider dateing but considering, if i did go straight...lol..as if that would happen